4ND FOR TH4T 1 4POLOG1Z3
MY LUSUS W3NT M1SS1NG 4ND 1 H4D TO F1GUR3 OUT WH3R3 TH3 H3LL SH3 W3NT! 4PP4R3NTLY SH3S 4FT3R 4 M4N DR4GON SO SH3 C4N L4Y 4N 3GG 4ND H4V3 4 L1TTL3 B4BY DR4GON
1 DONT H4V3 TO G1V3 TH3 3GG TO TH3 C4V3RNS 1F SH3 H4S ON3 R1GHT? 1 DONT TH1NK 4NY TROLL D3S3RV3S TO H4V3 4 LUSUS WHO 1SNT H4TCH3D Y3T…
4LW4YS 4 GOOD D3C1S1ON >;]
That’s quite alright, Neophyte. I understand.
And I’m sure you understand how I would respond if I were able.
Y34H..Y34H 1 KNOW…
1 H4V3 SOM3 P4P3RS FOR YOU TO S1GN OFF ON, BUT 1T C4N W41T UNT1L L4T3R…1LL DROP BY YOUR CH4MB3RS L4T3R 1F TH4TS 4LR1GHT
I am certain I would manage. It would be difficult, and I would be usurped quickly, but… no, I would not manage. I cannot imagine ruling without you beside me.
I require your guidance.
QU1T3 HON3STLY 1T TOOK M3 4 WH1L3 TO F1GUR3 OUT WH4T TO S4Y TO YOU 4FT3R TH1S
….1 ST1LL H4V3 NO 1D34 WH4T TO S4Y B3C4US3 TH3 ONLY TH1NG 1 W4NT TO S4Y 1 C4NT >:\
I am glad to hear that you are not displeased with my behavior… my, what a pettish thing of me to say. My apologies.
Without you I would still be crouched low to the ground in a gutter smelling of bile and marrow, clutching rags and rancid food to my chest during a bitter thunderstorm. I am not unaware of this, and neither are you. A smile is hardly repayment for the trials you’ve gone through on my account.
Your stupidity is not common knowledge because it is nonexistent. You are a brilliant ladytroll, Pyrope, I hope you see that. You are my best chance of reforming society around here and I hope you’ll keep your head clear on the behalf of our people.
I trust you will do the right thing.
1 DONT TH1NK TH3R3 H4S 3V3R B33N 4 T1M3 WH3R3 1 W4S D1SPL34S3D W1TH YOUR B3H4V1OR
…1 M34NT NOW >:\ 4FT3R YOUV3 B3COM3 K1NG
L1K3 1F 1 H4D D13D DUR1NG TH3 R3B3LL1ON BUT W3 ST1LL WON 4ND YOU ST1LL B3COM3 RUL3R >:O
1 KNOW 1M 4CTU4LLY PR3TTY BR1LL14NT BUT 1 W4S TRY1NG TO G3T MY PO1NT 4CROSS
H4V3 1 3V3R DON3 TH3 WRONG TH1NG?
I would probably not be alive, that’s true. I do not think I have shown any lack of appreciation for your bravery in caring for me, but if you disagree then I will do my best to make it up to you.
Trust me, I will only take your advice into consideration if it is something I would have come up with on my own. I will not let your negative influence seep into my politics, I give you my word. (:B
I apologize for being so transparent in my moods. Perhaps, if I hit the capslock key?
…patience is a virtue, I agree. However, a troll who is too patient runs risk of moving past patience and merely becoming stupid. Remember that, Neophyte.
NO YOU DO 4 PR3TTY GOOD JOB OF SHOW1NG YOUR 4PPR3C14T1ON TO M3
YOUR3 USU4LLY TRY1NG TO DO TH1NGS TO R3P4Y M3, 3V3N 1F 1T 1S 1N TH4T 4NGRY K4RK4T W4Y YOU DO 3V3RYTH1NG
N3G4T1V3 1NFLU3NC3 MY 4SS >:O MY 1NFLU3NC3 H4S B33N NOTH1NG BUT POS1T1V3! 1 M34N COM3 ON, K4RK4T! WH4T WOULD YOU DO W1THOUT M3?
4ND D1D YOU JUST SM1L3 4T M3? HOLY SH1T
NO, NO 1TS NOT 3V3N TH3 L4CK OF C4PS LOCK, 1TS…PR3TTY MUCH 3V3RYTH1NG 4CTU4LLY
…W3LL…4ND H3R3 1 THOUGHT MY STUP1D1TY W4S COMMON KNOWL3DG3
Regardless, it was enlightenment and I will treat it so. I would not be where I am today without your guidance and uplifting.
It won’t be that difficult. I merely ask that you keep up conversation and steer me into less dangerous areas - it should not be much more difficult than it was when you would take me out to the marketplace under the guise of a walk. I believe in you.
I apologize for acting this way. I have determined that the cause for this mood is my dreams when I sleep - however, I have yet to recall anything specific from my dreams. I will likely be back to my normal demeanor later in the evening. I hope you will be patient with me.
1 GU3SS 1 C4N 4CC3PT TH4T YOU WOULDNT B3 K1NG W1THOUT M3 >:\ 1 DOUBT YOU WOULD 3V3N B3 4L1V3!
NO K4RK4T TH1S 1S TOT4LLY D1FF3R3NT TH4N TH4T! NOW YOUR3 1N CH4RG3 OF 3V3RYTH1NG 4ND 1F MY CONV3RS4T1ON ST33RS YOU 1N TH3 WRONG D1R3CT1ON, TH3 COUNTRY M4Y 3ND UP B31NG TOT4LLY FUCK3D OV3R
1 H4V3 TO B3 MUCH MOR3 C4R3FUL NOW TH4N 1 D1D TH3N
TH4T…M4K3S 4 LOT OF S3NS3 4CTU4LLY
1V3 B33N H4V1NG TH4T…DR34MS TH4T M4K3 M3 W4K3 UP 1N SOM3 W31RD MOOD BUT BUT 1 DONT SP3C1F1C4LLY R3M3MB3R TH3M
4T L34ST 1 C4N H1D3 MY MOODS THOUGH >:\
COM3 ON K4RK4T YOU SHOULD KNOW TH4T P4T13NC3 1S TH3 L4RG3ST P4RT OF MY N4TUR3
1F 1T W4SNT 1 WOULDV3 MOV3D ON BY NOW DONT YOU TH1NK? >;]
Of course you would. You are the core of every small enlightenment I’ve ever reached in my short lifetime, why would I turn to anyone else?
There is no sense of doing such a thing at this time. Especially considering the worries you cited about this state of mind - worry that I cannot defend myself. If you are to be my keeper during moments like these, then of course I will require your counsel considering touchy subjects and wayward ideas.
Is this not what friends are for?
1M NOT SUR3 TH4T 4NY 3NL1GHT3NM3NT 1 H4V3 G1V3N W4S ON PURPOS3 THOUGH >:\
BLUUUUUUUH 1 GU3SS SO
SUR3 1 C4N H3LP YOU R34CH WH4T3V3R 3P1PH4NY WH1L3 W4TCH1NG YOU 4ND M4K1NG SUR3 YOU DONT DO SOM3TH1NG STUP1D L1K3 W4ND3R OFF OR TRY TO P4P 4N 4SS4SS1N 1NTO SUBM1SS1ON
JUST SO YOU KNOW 1 R34LLY H4T3 1T WH3N YOUR3 L1K3 TH1S >XO